Yesterday my friend Sharon and I invited a gentleman we’ve known for years through a prior church connection to lunch. He became a widower several months ago when his beautiful wife was called home after several years living with Alzheimer’s. They sold their home and moved into assisted living a couple years ago.
We all met at a local restaurant and Roger hugged me and said “I haven’t seen you in a long time.” Actually, it had been about six years. I was saddened to realize how just knowing what was happening with him and his wife through contact with their daughter and granddaughter, who attend our current church, wasn’t the same as being in direct contact.
How had I let life and time separate me from the company of people I enjoyed being with in the past? Sometimes I feel isolated from the world, and by putting myself in his place, I was pained. He’d lost his home, his wife, and was left to live out his years in assisted living. I was blessed to have a new home to live in when I sold the home my hubby and I shared.
Several times in our conversation, he mentioned how he made a mistake by selling his house. His new existence involved sitting at a card table and working puzzles in between meals shared at a table with three other men. He said he gets out as often as he can. He still mows the church lawn as he had for many, many years. He said his legs are giving out, but he can still sit on the riding mower. He also rides with another man to pick up supplies for the church food pantry once a week.
He talked about the time he was in the service and traveled on a transport one deck boat to Germany where he was promptly hospitalized with strep throat. He talked about the storm with the waves washing over the deck and how that was “not fun.” He also said being in Germany was fun because he’d been a farm boy all his life until then so everything was so different. This was in the mid-fifties. We let him talk and reminisce while we joined in and asked questions.
When lunch was over, we all walked outside where it was easy to see he didn’t really want to leave. I reminded him he said he needed to stop to pick up bananas. Then he said, it could wait a day. He needed to get back to his card table and the puzzle he’d started. We all hugged and I told him we would do this more often. He smiled and said that next time he’d pay. I knew then I had let a ministry God called me to years back to be forgotten. After becoming a widow, I felt called to visit and make plans with those who could no longer attend church. I invited several other people to join with me and we always had a good time. After changing churches, I let all my ministries go: crocheting prayer shawls and visiting shut-ins.
I laugh because I’m an elderly widow woman of 80 years. Yet I am being called to reach out to those I can relate to who have lost their spouse. There is comfort in numbers and understanding. I am going to pray about this and say yes to God. Age doesn’t matter. If God has not called me home, He has a purpose for me. And what I need to remember is this life is not about me…it’s about God!